Sirf ek comment aur Kismat Konnection

Din 22July, 2008 time 02.05pm ka show pehala sceen dekhte hi dil me
khayal aaya ki meri bhi to kismat aisi hi hai.Jis cheez ko chaha vo itni door
ho gai ki use paana to door ki baat hai, use dekhne or chune ko bhi tarast
jaati hoon. Mein 1^st time Iland par aai, or ek blog khula mere
saamne meine us par comment kiya. Mujhe kya pata tha ki Bhagwan ne mere liye ye
sab plan kiya hua hai.

Jindagi achchi chal rhi thi, khushiyan bantna hi tha kaam mera.

Aisa nhi tha ki gam nhi thy, par unme reh kar muskurana seekh liya
tha meine.Kam ka koi gam nhi tha, jayada ki koi khushi nhi thi.

Hmm par jab kabhi ladke ladkiyon ko dekhti thi to lagta tha ki kash
koi hota mere saath bhi. Par nhi pata tha ki do pal ki khushi ki kya kimat
chukani padti hai.

Vo ek Software Engineer or mein kuch bhi nhi, vo ek well cultured
insaan or mein ek chote se sher ki jhallii se ladki. Itni jhalli ki ek ajnabi
ki muskann ke liye bhi apni jindgi bhar ki muskan bhi bhul sakti hai. Vo ek
high class well educated or mein kuch bhi nhi, par dil ki qualification to thi
mere pass, par vo shayad kaffi nhi thi.

Phir us comment ka reply aaya or silsla chala email id exchange hue
phir online chat huei or hoti chali gaii.

Pata hi nhi chala ki kab itne pass aye ki online baat kar rhy hai
hum ye bhul hi gaye. Kab jindgi se or aatma se jud gaya.

Phir vo uska Indore se Noida aane ke ek mahine ka intzar,maano
duniya bhar ki khushiyan aa rhi ho mere dwaar. Par Bhagwan to kuch or ho soch
kar baitha tha mere liye. Kaise kata tha vo ek mahina hum dono ne phone par aaj
bhi yaad hai mujhe.Bahut mushkilon ke baad mile par kya mille shayd bichadne ke
liye hi mile thy.

Uske parents ne ek faisla kar diya or mein ek kinare par khadi hokar
sab dekhti rehi or dekh rhi hoon.Kaisa mazar hai ye. Jo insaan meri bechaini
bhi nhi dekh sakta tha aaj vo jaanta hai meri haalat phir chup hai. Mujhe to
bharosa tha us par ki vo mujhe chod hi nhi sakta par bharosa hi tut ta hai.

“Babu,mein rote rote bahut thak jaati hoon, par tumhari yaad,
tumhari baat, tumhara khayal nhi jaata.”

Aisa dil karta hai jis dil or dimag se mujhe tumhari yaad aati hai
use neekal kar phenk dun.

Mujhe pata hai mere rone se kuch nhi hoga,par sochti hoon shayad dil
halka ho jaayega.

Humari kahani to khatam ho gai hai, par meri jindgi me uski kahani
kabhi khatam nhi hogi, jab tak saans hai tab tak uski yaad mere har lamhe me
rehegi.

Jab mein kisis ladke ke parents ko delhti hoon to lagata hai ki ye
bhi uske parents ki tarah honge aur bolenge ki ye ladki theek nhi hai tumhare
liye. Par theek to hai.

Aap bhi kisis ke parents honge, ya banegy, ek request hai ki koi
faisla lene se pehale soch lena ki aapke bete ke saath koi or bhi juda, kisi ke
sapne jude hai, emotions jude hain, aap do jindagiyon ka faisla kar rhyen hai.

Agr meri galati se tum ye padh rhy ho to meine ye tumhe hurt karne
ke liye nhi likha hai. Sochti hoon ki jahan se kahani shuru hei thi vahi khatam
ho jaaye.

Suna suna lamha lamha, meri raahein tanha tanha……

Mudke zara tum dekh lo…

Bepanah pyar hai aaa jaaa tera intzaar hai aajaa….

Kaash koi aaye or mujhe kas kar gale lagale or kehe ki “Mein hoon
na, Meri Laddoo”.